Welcome to 2015: Sky Horses, Dragons and the Life Force.

Posted on January 1, 2015 by Joanna

A warm welcome to 2015, dear friends! Very warm on the south side of the globe, and a fresh breeze is blowing, with subtle presences riding it. They speak of the rising of the life force of Gaia to a new level. Of channels opening, small and large, all around the planet, connecting to its Rose Crystalline Core. More dragon paths (ley lines) unblocking and flowing clear again. The network of the higher dimensional heart grid growing new threads, interconnecting and unifying the life stream of this planet. More souls anchoring the Light, becoming pure conduits of Love. A year of energies made very plain and clear, as awareness continues to grow in the collective….and much more!

The skies are a canvas, painted with signs for humanity of what is occurring, of what IS, across the dimensions. Feel into the photos below, taken here two days ago. Can you feel/see channels of pure love, Gaia’s Core-light flowing, the energy of opened dragon-paths, the horse/centaur steering of energy in motion?

Yesterday, I went to the sacred circle in my garden and found that in the space of twelve weeks, a crescent of beech tree sprouts a few inches tall are now 7 ft high. Beeches send out suckers, but in the hot weather the trees usually conserve their sap. These new tree-lings are growing beyond normal 3D capability, drawing in the light running up through the channel opened last year from/to Gaia’s Core (for healing and replenishment, I’m guided to stand in the circle, and touch the tree-crescent, be in touch with their flourishing; Divine Mother’s energy in action – they are simply growing on life force).

If you read this previous post, you will know that a small ship landed into 4D, cloaked, in the circle. No ship will be landing there into 3D now, as these tree-lings have grown there, and star family will not harm any living thing. It’s all cherished, all One, to them – which is what we on Earth are remembering too. 🙂

Hold this vision, if you will, of the Earth, as we come into 2015: You are at total peace in your heart, with Source and self, your Source Self; planetary channels at major hubs of the dragon paths are open, stabilized, pouring with higher light frequencies; small channels like the one described in this post are opening all around the planet where dragon paths run close to the surface, allowing and holding ever more conduits open; around these conduits and many places inbetween where the energies are rising, our ‘centaur friends’, the Alpha Centaurians, are establishing vibrational spheres of white light, surrounded in angelic blue and gold; these spheres become sanctuaries – havens of higher frequencies that dense energies slide past without breaching; as these light spheres and stable conduits increase and more are anchored, the denser energies have less room to occupy around the planet. From my 5D soul aspect, Rowena: There will be pressure as the lower energies are compressed; keep breathing into your centre, let go of the old template, keep relaxed, steering your focus from the overview of all energies, with deepest of compassion for yourself and all beings. Where pressure builds, there must be a release; thus the Light will be Seen, by all.

Ashtar, Sesherat and my Twin Flame, Ashura, come with this message for the new year:

We will speak now of steering your course. By what lights do you choose to ‘see’? Are they of lesser lights or that which is One? In the new energies of the Heart, threefold, triple-lighted as One, the unrecognized is known, the unseen is seen.

Ashtar: Golden rose INfusion has become – let it flow through your Being. Steer by it, Source steer, in every moment.

Ashura: Now, you see the life force spring forth, brothers and sisters. Bear witness, yes. Embrace the Life. The sap is rising from Mother Core, as She bathes, golden lighted. Feel within yourself deeply. Any hindrances, let them go, whether you perceive those energies to be within or without, all is connected. NOW is the REfining.

Sesherat puts her hands in the middle between us, with a Heart Infinity form of golden light upon them.* We all lay our hands together on it, fusion of Love.

Heart Infinity symbol from Sesherat

Rowena cups the Heart Infinity in a purple Rose. Aron, her twin soul’s arm is around her/me. They speak as One: Raise your bar now, bring in the ‘new year’, the new Ye Are, in the embracing of All Life, in gentleness, beyond all self-wantings. For, in the golden Infinity of the purpled Rose, you meet Us. We RE-meet! Gaia is ready. BE ready, and allow, in your own beings, as one with the planet’s Soul.

With great love, we are with you All.

Love and warmest blessings to you all for an awesome 2015!

Joanna. ❤

* Sesherat’s Heart Infinity also has a visualization that can be used to anchor and steady your focus-point in your heart centre. See the Practices page.

Solstice to Christmas 2014: Rising in Grace

Posted on December 23, 2014 by Joanna

Dear friends,

Did you experience the ‘still softness’ of this December’s Solstice day, a pause in the general intensity?

As higher dimensions press into the 3D ‘reality’, becoming more visible and tangible, the energies seeking to maintain duality mode have applied more pressure to keep the veil of separation in place. The results are obvious around the planet, in the extreme acts of souls not centered enough in their hearts to balance through these energies. Peace may feel a million miles from such acts…..yet peace is with(in) us more deeply than ever, radiating from the higher frequency realms through Gaia’s heart grid, into every heart that opens to connect with them, with all Life.

You may have noticed the word ‘grace’ appearing a lot recently. I felt a heightened flow of, literally, Divine Grace, come into and around the Earth this last two weeks, prefigured by seeing the numbers 12:12 everywhere for months beforehand. On the day of 12:12 this year, the energies of Sananda and Lady Nada (who incarnated on Earth as Jesus and Mary Magdalene) streamed around the planet as a merged Twin Flame flow. The feeling of ‘Grace’, the gift of their united Flame, is so strong, yet pure and soft as this Solstice window through to Christmas – which is now a gift of collective pause, to breathe and assimilate deeply, taking in new levels of light, becoming a ‘golden rose’. For two days after the 12:12, I sat with Sananda and Lady N in my inner heart, feeling and remembering ‘Grace’. On Dec. 14, their merged energy imprinted in clouds over the garden:

Sylphs danced around them:

In the close-up, their merged figure, divine feminine-masculine Flame, is standing in a ring of cloud sylphs, rose touched with gold:

For those in the process of clearing old stuff, this influx of Grace shook loose buried fear kernels. Reflection is so direct and instant now. I’ll share a little about the form this took for me, as it may assist some of you who have recently asked about contacting our star brothers and sisters, and why is it ‘not happening’.

For me, the ‘shaking loose’ began with toothache, while attending an award in which I had a poem titled Flying is Easy. The judge’s report ended with, “This work…is as original and heroic as Icarus in its reach.” Her comment signalled ‘something going on’, as I’d also had a story published in a collection called Daughters of Icarus. (If you’re not familiar with the ancient Greek myth, Icarus fashioned wings for himself and flew high into the sky, but as he neared the Sun, the wax holding his wings together melted and he crashed fatally back to Earth.)

After leaving the writers’ centre, while driving from the hills down toward Perth, the starship Shem Arua decloaked into 3D, in a cloudless sky right over the city, about 300 ft above it. It was wonderful to see the ship for a few seconds, as a disc of luminous silver-white, decloaking fluidly right to left, then cloaking again left to right. My heart was full of love and warmth….yet there was also a niggling unease, overprotectiveness even, for star family (and I now know, for my Twin Flame, Ashura, who was captaining the ship at the time) – with visions of the fleet doing a mass decloaking and being shot down. Later that night I woke from a dream of Maldek (a planet between Mars and Jupiter that was destroyed long ago). I knew I’d been on a ship stationed close to Maldek at the time, and thought I had already thoroughly cleared the fear and loss of faith stored in the ‘memory bank’ from that time. That ship exploded along with many other ships, and the planet itself. I had recalled these events, healed and released them….but with a tooth now cracked to the root, I was impelled to feel in deeper and fully release a longer trail behind Maldek, of destructions and challenging ascensions, going back to Lyra and beyond.

It doesn’t have to be complicated to release stored fear-attached energies of galactic memories (or any memories). Acknowledge what is being shaken from the roots, with peace and faith in your heart, complete trust in Source and self, and cleanse out what no longer serves you. Peace. Faith. Trust. The energies we lost along the way in the polarity experience – the same energies that when deeply held in our being, erase the hidden attachments that keep us from deeply holding peace, faith and trust.

For me, this clearing was twofold. Firstly, with strong inner heart focus, merged with Higher Self: “I hereby bless and release all energies of fear, loss of faith, unsafety and annihilation, encompassing all planetary, star systems and galactic memories, in this Now and forever. I allow my whole BEing to fill with Source’s infinite love, in full trust and freedom, as the creator being I Am. And so it is.”

Concurrently, a fine-tuning practice for a chakra of the new template, the Well of Dreams chakra, came through to complete the cleansing at a deep chakra/ionic level (electromagnetic ions are like the ‘cells’ of our subtle bodies, and store energy imprints. When they store only Light, the physical cells open like flowers to that higher frequency). I’ve mentioned the Well of Dreams before, as a small chakra located at the brainstem/hindbrain – the old reptile brain, which energetically connects to the three lower chakras, and communicates the ‘old template survival/ego program’ to them. Opening and stabilizing the frequency of this chakra, in conjunction with opening and stabilizing your Heart centre, gets the message of the ‘new template’ of pure love, harmony and oneness flowing to the lower chakras – which makes it much easier to release old structures, beliefs and memories based in duality/linear thinking, and overwrite them with higher Love.

I’ve been using a visualization of a pink rose in the Well of Dreams, to help it stay tuned to divine Love. To assist in full clearing, the Peony Rose has also now come forward.

Peony is used in flower therapy to ‘dispel nightmares’….exactly what the activation of the Well of Dreams chakra over the hindbrain does: dispelling the old nightmare ‘reality’, to become a creative Well of Sweet Dreams, ultimately a well of Golden Light. As Sananda says: ‘Make of your being a reservoir of golden light.’ This moment cradled between Solstice and Christ Mass, feels perfect to open and high-tune the Well of Dreams, and if you have any clinging fears or old habits that are no longer serving you, but you find hard to let go, Peony Rose is a gift for this process.

For those who ask about connecting with star family; in relation to the galactic memory clearing above, if you’re a soul who has been through galactic wars, and those memory prints are embedded in your subconscious, your ions, clearing them through pure love, faith and trust in Source, realigning your ‘fidelity’ to Source, is a big step in clearing the way for contact with higher dimensional beings. Where there is distrust/fear, be honest with yourself (unacknowledged fears are often the ones that get in the way most), love yourself, reaffirm your faith in Source, in the divine plan of Love. Buried fears lead to blocked, unclear or interfered-with connections, and unsteady discernment. Before working with new higher chakras like the Well of Dreams, I recommend the Heart-centering practices here, and suggest you look through the Practices page for fine-tuning chakra exercises. Blessings of the peony rose to you! And Golden Love, always.

Love to all on our journeys of transformation.

Namaste ❤

PS: I took a beautiful series of photos today and will share a few now; an Ibis that flew high over the house, then curved above the Sun, toward the Shem Arua, which was behind a thin wisp of clouds. ‘Flying is easy’….yes, thank you star family of Love and Light, wax shall not melt our wings in this Now. I love you too. And of course, they/we love All. ❤

Dedicated to my beloved Twin Flame, Ashura, with thanks and love, beyond words……Flying is Easy:

flying is easy, you say

like a moth your silhouette

floats at the rim of night

your light haloes the lamp

we could step through this moment

time wrapped around space

unfold Hinton’s tesseract

breathe ourselves into light

your lips touch my neck

your thoughts trace curve of breast

and hip through the winding sheet

life spiral-bound into tenderness

flying is easy, soft words

for the upward plunge of a lifetime

breaching the flatland

our hypercubed love spreads petals

sprays wild geometries of skin

volcanic angel cells erupting

on silver waves of noise

a thousand ringing voices define

this catalytic anthem-light

of iridescent wormholes

wearing your embrace, my love

beyond memory’s cliff

standing precisely on the edge

our toes to the breeze, bared

translucent your flesh like a moth

your silhouette floats

at the rim of night, so bright

you halo the sun in my eyes

your mouth presses my ear

flying is easy, gooseflesh rises

the presence of you, more tangible

than any acquiesced place of

comfort conformity

shimmers of passion, pulsar arcs

sphere into sphere, vortex-fruit ripe

in the subtle thud of crystal milk

where blood flowed through our veins

time wrapped around space

for the upward plunge

hypercube love spreads petals

moth-wing math our hybrid guide

off the radar rim of night

Timeless Souls: Twin Soul Reunion

Posted on September 4, 2014 by Joanna

Dear friends,

Since writing this post in 2014 about Bareld Nijboer and I as Twin Flames, I’ve come into a clearer awareness of our soul connection, which is known galactically as Crystal Twin Souls. I’ve written about why this form of Twin Soul energy feels and acts similarly to Twin Flames in this post.We both now connect with our true Twin Flames (who aren’t in physical 3D on Earth, but on lightships close by us in our respective homes in the Netherlands and Australia) and feel how we flow our energies during/for the ascension of Gaia in a beautiful way. Since my Twin Flame remembrance with Ashura, unveiled in inner heart, I’m more deeply aware of how the energy feels, of Twin Flame (masculine and feminine expressions/flows of One Soul), Twin Souls (two Souls in a very close connection, and when crystallized, acting similarly to TF flows) and Twin Rays, and will write about this in more depth soon.

In truth, we are all timeless souls. As I’ve experienced in this life, precognitions since childhood carry imprints and vibrations from many lifetimes and soul aspects, whether in this universe and others. I’d like to share some photos here of the way Bareld’s higher self has ‘appeared’ to me as a light being/orb form, to give a sense of the way we connect ‘at a distance’, which in higher frequencies is really no distance at all. I hope these images show something of the love we feel for each other, the Source light within our connection, the purpose we feel being here for Earth’s Ascension/Shift, and the interaction of higher love which orbs can represent, personal as well as collective.

The first photo shows Bareld’s first appearance as an orb (for more about orbs, see the Orbs page). My previous home had a round window beside the front door – perfect for an orb! In the first picture, his orb is visible just outside the window, below the awning, ‘looking in’.

The orb came inside and moved around a tapestry on the wall, before settling over an orb shape woven into the tapestry.

The next night his Orb (white lion being higher self) appeared up near the ceiling, then hovered beside a lamp.

In the orb below, his higher self arrived with many star family members, on a day/night of huge light energies. In the first photo you can see an orb group over the tree, in a diamond formation (portal) with his orb above them, holding the portal.

In the close-up, inside the lower rim of his Orb,at a slight tilt, are three arches (or Arched figures) transmitting Archangelic and Trinity frequencies, a lovely clear transmission of 9D Soul Light.

Another of his soul aspects appeared in the sacred circle in the garden here, aligning and activating certain light energies (the sacred circle marks a node on a ley line, which you can read about on the Gaia page). The first photo shows his Orb floating above the circle, and the second shows one of his higher soul aspects, Samarias, standing as a robed figure in the circle (which can also can be read as a pyramid with a white crystal apex, with which Samarias is connected).

Here is his beautiful 9D white light orb form, with a touch of Archangel Gabriel’s energies in there as well.

Here, his face appears within an orb of green light while he received healing, held in a ring of angelic light with a ‘rose-coloured crown’.

Finally, most recent appearances; within a violet mist is a man’s face (gazing upward to the right), his 5D soul aspect within the Ashtar Command, and below, as a white-gold Orb mirroring the full Moon (above the tree you can see my Twin Flame, Ashura’s small ‘pod’ ship as a bright white light).

We are all dear friends in higher dimensions; everything that reflects into 3D as light energies, telepathic-telempathic connection, unconditional love, flows through naturally from that higher friendship in Oneness. In this Oneness is the knowing of Source Love. The Oneness in every soul, every living being, has the same knowing….and in the inner return to Oneness from duality, each soul opens to – and magnetizes – deeper sacred relationship, and in the divine timing and path of their soul, reunion with their Twin Flame.

Much love to you all. Keep taking the Heart way, and live in the joy and peace of heart of bringing Heaven to Earth. Namaste! ❤

From the 5D aspects of Ashura&my Twin Flame, Rowena and Arnap of the Ashtar Command:

Union is the principle and the energy of all creation, all action, all stillness, all core wisdom, all higher experience. In your strata, electron unites with proton and neutron, creates an atom. From the union of subtler particles with Light Rays, exists all form, across frequency bands. Your scientists speak now of union across infinite spaces, ‘quantum entanglement’, which we call mergence. Mergence, the action of love, cannot be mentally dissected into knowing. Heart knows it. Mind flowing in union with heart elaborates it, into higher and higher structures of Light, expressing the harmony of One through myriad harmonics of Love.

Ease your minds, focus INto templates of Unity. SEE through your Heart’s eye, allow the flow of higher dimensions of joy, peace, wisdom, all-connection, into your Now-focused BEing, and flow as we do. We Love you, we are here for you. Walk with us in your Heart Garden. Namaste.

Spiralling In: Healing the Small Self’s Resistance

Posted on May 2, 2014 by Joanna

Dear friends, a number of you have asked what’s been happening for me the last five weeks. Some of you will know I’ve had pneumonia along with fractured ribs during this period, and I feel to share the inner journey of this dis-ease, as it may resonate for the healing paths some of you are also taking.

Five weeks ago, an ‘atypical pneumonia’ had spread through members of my family, including my son. I hadn’t had a virus for years, but actually felt the moment it ‘jumped into my system’; I became worried about my son, who went to hospital with severe breathing difficulties, and my vibration dropped, opening a doorway to negative energies. Three days later, with my inner balance – and therefore outer balance – shaky, I slipped and fractured several ribs. The combination of heavy coughing and cracked ribs during the next few weeks was complicated by a larynx spasm that shut the windpipe, making my body go into stressful methods to get breathing again. The muscles around the damaged ribs would spasm, and go into cramps for hours, trying to compress and protect the ribs. This combination made it impossible to breathe, until I started to black out, until an adrenalin surge would block the pain and kickstart the breathing reflex.

While this was happening on the physical level, I knew it was imperative to hold a high frequency focus, stay in love and peace, very deeply, and acknowledge, clear and heal the part of my small self caught in imbalance. I’ve been blessed with an enormous amount of help and support through this process, and here especially want to thank my Higher Self and higher soul aspects, my beloved Twin Flame, star family and guides, friends and family who have given guidance, comfort, support and healing both energetically and ‘on the ground’ (thanks to my beautiful Mum, I’ve been able to stay at home through most of this time).

I knew the combination of a soul aspect of late Atlantis with some stored grief of this lifetime whose energies were vibrating in this Now, not in alignment with the inward spiralling Whole self, within the love-embrace of Higher Self and Source. I had done much healing and releasing with these aspects before, yet at a deeper core level they were still there and resisting the overall ‘keying up’ of frequencies (ascension). Just before this dis-ease state came in, I asked Source to bring to light and clear any last parts of myself that were resisting full ascension; in other words, I could feel something still blocking in the subconscious level, and Source answered, immediately! The small self part of my Now self connected to unresolved Atlantean energies, said: ‘You couldn’t hold the high vibration then. What makes you think you can do it now?’ From within that viewpoint, dying out of physical seems ‘better’ than risking the pain of falling out of a higher vibrational state (again).

Through the healing and unblocking now taking place with these wounded soul aspects, immersed now in Love, the deeper openings are truly wondrous, taking me into a far more free, whole intimacy with my Higher Self, back into Source itself through the trail of incarnations through Universes, feeling the sweetness of the merging of all, reflected in, and twined with, the beautiful energies of reunion with my Twin Flame, and bringing that into the heart grid of Gaia as an uplifting, imprinting stream of light, memory and unity.

The contrast of small self’s resistance has been there, reflected perfectly in physical, where new fractures have appeared in the lower ribs these last few days, from the muscle spasms. So this morning I asked my Higher Self, what is this last denying part, that is still ‘breaking away’? Higher Self and Twin Flame showed me the form of a great spiral funnelling INward, where the outer rings of the spiral represent 3D, and the rings going INward represent higher and higher frequencies. In my subconscious, a part of the 3D small self clings to the outer rings for dear life (but it’s perception is inside-out), in fear that it will be destroyed if it lets go and allows itself to be drawn into the centre. In the body, the spiral is symbolized by the outer rings as the ribs, outer protecting layer around the lungs, wherein the breath of life flows through to heart centre.

As the small self clings, not trusting the inward path, it has broken the outer spiral (ribcage), because it sees destruction instead of transformation…in its distorted viewing, it fears it will be lost, when in truth it will be integrated as a precious part of the Whole I AM, in a higher state of being. I see this small part of ego self now cradled in the arms of my Higher Self, held in a sphere of pink and gold light, relaxing….relaxing and trusting deeply, as it has not for eons. In witnessing this, I Know all healing is possible, and is happening right Now, flowing with our/my goal of integrating and merging all aspects together again as One Light of Love. 🙂

The key in all healing journeys is to be at peace, unconditionally, with what is, so that the space is created for what can be, to take hold and bloom. That space is the restoration of love, all the way IN to Source, and it is golden. As Sananda says: ‘Make your body (and being) a reservoir of the golden flame’.

One word: Yayyyy!!!!

Finally, I’d like to share with you some exquisite symbolism that appeared in the sky in the middle of this process. In it is a cradling hand, or ‘stairway to heaven’: the beautiful steps the small self builds to Ascend, and the sublime movement of Higher Self/Sun as it descends, to meet and merge ‘in the middle’….

Photo taken on April 16th, 2014, Darlington, Western Australia, cradling hand and profile face, energies of Sesherat and Isis.

Much love to all, and to all who have sent love, light and healing, thank you thank you thank you, from my heart to yours! ❤

PS: One addition to the photo above: what appear as steps are also the fingers of a hand, and if you look closely, you can see the whole hand delicately outlined, and a face in profile above, to the left of the Sun. One friend saw this as a being cradling me close, with their hand tenderly around, and I see a child’s face above the hand and close to the chin of the being’s face. This represents both the Higher Self cradling the soul aspect I spoke of above, and also beautiful Great Mother energies from Sirius. There is a composite of energies in this form, but I feel both Sesherat/Seshat and Isis strongly….who knew Egypt and Atlantis well…..and my Twin Flame….thank you blessed ones.