2018: The Gateway Aligns


Dear All,

We wish you all a miraculously Happy New Year (by the Western calendar, with more ‘new years’ to come in the flow of collective ‘birthing’ focus points) at the opening of 2018. As collective focus empowers vibrations ~ where focus goes, energy flows ~ the shift of collective focus from ‘2017’ to ‘2018’ in number vibrations amplifies the opening of Gateways of deeper union and unity across dimensions, within and around the Earth’s energetic field. 2+0+1+8 = 11, the Twin Pillars ‘holding the frame’ of the doorway, the sacred space through which the light of divine union merges and flows, the pillars of the 11 combining as 2. We also have a Full Moon beginning this year (the largest supermoon of 2018), the mirror of the Moon reflecting and projecting light around the Earth to its maximum, so we can see, feel and ground in this physical realm a beautiful reflection of the higher dimensional LoveLight bath immersing this world.

The potential for the energy of relationship, partnerships (of all kinds, in all life areas) unifying in higher vibrations, is magnified and focused this year within ~ and as a blessing to ~ the overall Ascending Earth vibration. Whether expressing in love partnerships, close friendships, deeper union with divine wholeness within, partnering in an enterprise or creative adventure, unification and sacred union in rising equilibrium are to the fore, the merging of energies within shared space in the centre, is in vibrational focus.

Partnerships in high, harmonious vibrations will effortlessly keep rising, expanding and radiating LoveLight, optimizing this energy. Where partnerships are based in, or expressing through, uneven energies (consciously or unconsciously) any vibration not in unity will be highlighted and brought into focus, with the opportunity to resolve and harmonize energies and lift into new ~ maybe even previously unimagined ~ heights of expression and expansion! Where higher loving unity isn’t aligning, there may be divergence, in which case the 11 vibration potentizes sacred space opened and held for partnering energies that align higher. The unification of inner feminine and masculine energies and qualities within all is elevating in frequency, and where we are consciously aware of this, the potential to invite and fulfill inner divine union is wonderfully enhanced.

The quote we opened this post (and year) with, ‘Miracles exist in the realm of the Soul’, is a profound and simple truth that resonates through our Earthly experience as we allow ourselves to be in the zone of the miraculous as a consistent priority ~ being in touch with and radiating from our Soul’s energy, perspective and purpose, to the best of our understanding and capacities. So in this moment collectively energized as a ‘new year’, we can make a perfect and compassionate gift toward our highest good and the highest good of All, by getting crystal(line) clear with our intentions, and ensuring they are aligned with and energized from the guiding Light of our Soul (intuited and experienced as ‘higher self’).

To crystallize creating Soul-full intentions, here are a few examples which show intentions coming from ego, and their Soul-vibrating equivalents: “I need more money to survive, or thrive,” becomes “I exist within the stream of Infinite Abundance, and am always open to its flow.” “I want to be free of pain and disease,” becomes “I embody radiant well-being in every moment.” “I’m homesick and want to go home (to another town, city, country, planet, galaxy),” becomes “I am always home, as an infinite, expanding expression of Source, Universal Love-Consciousness, connected with All-That-Is.”

Intentions, even made with ‘the best intentions’, can sometimes have a mixed vibration, where Soul-based creative flows have a little ‘conditional’ qualifier added, which can be obvious or more subtle. For instance, feel the vibrational shift from: “I’m going to achieve enlightenment (now, tomorrow, as soon as possible, this lifetime),” to “I am always immersed in deepest Love, Light, and Wisdom, and open to it naturally.”  Notice how the Soul vibrates as always (the eternal Now) rather than in future time-frames (projected from past experiences and beliefs), and as am rather than want, need, should, going to, try to or must. Beautiful and simple, isn’t it? 🙂

So, diving whole-heartedly into this year, into the divine space of infinite Love between the pillars, embracing the Gateway of Sacred Union within, we make this intention in and from the Always Now; to flow in thought, word and deed from the eternal love, joy and peace we are in every moment, as Souls in devoted and delighted service to Earth’s Ascension.

With love and gratitude to you all, brothers and sisters of the New Earth, keep holding the vision of Love and Unity bright and clear, feel it, breathe it, anchor your focus within it this year,

Joanna&Ashura,&Tanabor  ❤


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Opalescent ‘moon-like’ orbs of soul families sending Light into this new year.


*for more ‘miracle’ inspiration, see this related post from January 2017.






Timeless Souls: Twin Soul Reunion

Dear friends,

Since writing this post in 2014 about Bareld Nijboer and I as Twin Flames, I’ve come into a clearer awareness of our soul connection, which is known galactically as Crystal Twin Souls. I’ve written about why this form of Twin Soul energy feels and acts similarly to Twin Flames in this post.We both now connect with our true Twin Flames (who aren’t in physical 3D on Earth, but on lightships close by us in our respective homes in the Netherlands and Australia) and feel how we flow our energies during/for the ascension of Gaia in a beautiful way. Since my Twin Flame remembrance with Ashura, unveiled in inner heart, I’m more deeply aware of how the energy feels, of Twin Flame (masculine and feminine expressions/flows of One Soul), Twin Souls (two Souls in a very close connection, and when crystallized, acting similarly to TF flows) and Twin Rays, and will write about this in more depth soon.

In truth, we are all timeless souls. As I’ve experienced in this life, precognitions since childhood carry imprints and vibrations from many lifetimes and soul aspects, whether in this universe and others. I’d like to share some photos here of the way Bareld’s higher self has ‘appeared’ to me as a light being/orb form, to give a sense of the way we connect ‘at a distance’, which in higher frequencies is really no distance at all. I hope these images show something of the love we feel for each other, the Source light within our connection, the purpose we feel being here for Earth’s Ascension/Shift, and the interaction of higher love which orbs can represent, personal as well as collective.

The first photo shows Bareld’s first appearance as an orb (for more about orbs, see the Orbs page). My previous home had a round window beside the front door – perfect for an orb! In the first picture, his orb is visible just outside the window, below the awning, ‘looking in’.


The orb came inside and moved around a tapestry on the wall, before settling over an orb shape woven into the tapestry.


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The next night his Orb (white lion being higher self) appeared up near the ceiling, then hovered beside a lamp.


In the orb below, his higher self arrived with many star family members, on a day/night of huge light energies. In the first photo you can see an orb group over the tree, in a diamond formation (portal) with his orb above them, holding the portal.


In the close-up, inside the lower rim of his Orb,at a slight tilt, are three arches (or Arched figures) transmitting Archangelic and Trinity frequencies, a lovely clear transmission of 9D Soul Light.

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Another of his soul aspects appeared in the sacred circle in the garden here, aligning and activating certain light energies (the sacred circle marks a node on a ley line, which you can read  about on the Gaia page). The first photo shows his Orb floating above the circle, and the second shows one of his higher soul aspects, Samarias, standing as a robed figure in the circle (which can also can be read as a pyramid with a white crystal apex, with which Samarias is connected).

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Here is his beautiful 9D white light orb form, with a touch of Archangel Gabriel’s energies in there as well.


Here, his face appears within an orb of green light while he received healing, held in a ring of angelic light with a ‘rose-coloured crown’.


Finally, most recent appearances; within a violet mist is a man’s face (gazing upward to the right), his 5D soul aspect within the Ashtar Command, and below, as a white-gold Orb mirroring the full Moon (above the tree you can see my Twin Flame, Ashura’s small ‘pod’ ship as a bright white light).

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We are all dear friends in higher dimensions; everything that reflects into 3D as light energies, telepathic-telempathic connection, unconditional love, flows through naturally from that higher friendship in Oneness. In this Oneness is the knowing of Source Love. The Oneness in every soul, every living being, has the same knowing….and in the inner return to Oneness from duality, each soul opens to – and magnetizes – deeper sacred relationship, and in the divine timing and path of their soul, reunion with their Twin Flame.

Much love to you all. Keep taking the Heart way, and live in the joy and peace of heart of bringing Heaven to Earth. Namaste! ❤


From the 5D aspects of Ashura&my Twin Flame, Rowena and Arnap of the Ashtar Command:

Union is the principle and the energy of all creation, all action, all stillness, all core wisdom, all higher experience. In your strata, electron unites with proton and neutron, creates an atom. From the union of subtler particles with Light Rays, exists all form, across frequency bands. Your scientists speak now of union across infinite spaces, ‘quantum entanglement’, which we call mergence. Mergence, the action of love, cannot be mentally dissected into knowing. Heart knows it. Mind flowing in union with heart elaborates it, into higher and higher structures of Light, expressing the harmony of One through myriad harmonics of Love.

Ease your minds, focus INto templates of Unity. SEE through your Heart’s eye, allow the flow of higher dimensions of joy, peace, wisdom, all-connection, into your Now-focused BEing, and flow as we do. We Love you, we are here for you. Walk with us in your Heart Garden. Namaste.

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Spiralling In: Healing the Small Self’s Resistance

Dear friends, a number of you have asked what’s been happening for me the last five weeks. Some of you will know I’ve had pneumonia along with fractured ribs during this period, and I feel to share the inner journey of this dis-ease, as it may resonate for the healing paths some of you are also taking.

Five weeks ago, an ‘atypical pneumonia’ had spread through members of my family, including my son. I hadn’t had a virus for years, but actually felt the moment it ‘jumped into my system’; I became worried about my son, who went to hospital with severe breathing difficulties, and my vibration dropped, opening a doorway to negative energies. Three days later, with my inner balance – and therefore outer balance – shaky, I slipped and fractured several ribs. The combination of heavy coughing and cracked ribs during the next few weeks was complicated by a larynx spasm that shut the windpipe, making my body go into stressful methods to get breathing again. The muscles around the damaged ribs would spasm, and go into cramps for hours, trying to compress and protect the ribs. This combination made it impossible to breathe, until I started to black out, until an adrenalin surge would block the pain and kickstart the breathing reflex.

While this was happening on the physical level, I knew it was imperative to hold a high frequency focus, stay in love and peace, very deeply, and acknowledge, clear and heal the part of my small self caught in imbalance. I’ve been blessed with an enormous amount of help and support through this process, and here especially want to thank my Higher Self and higher soul aspects, my beloved Twin Flame, star family and guides, friends and family who have given guidance, comfort, support and healing both energetically and ‘on the ground’ (thanks to my beautiful Mum, I’ve been able to stay at home through most of this time).

I knew the combination of a soul aspect of late Atlantis with some stored grief of this lifetime whose energies were vibrating in this Now, not in alignment with the inward spiralling Whole self, within the love-embrace of Higher Self and Source. I had done much healing and releasing with these aspects before, yet at a deeper core level they were still there and resisting the overall ‘keying up’ of frequencies (ascension). Just before this dis-ease state came in, I asked Source to bring to light and clear any last parts of myself that were resisting full ascension; in other words, I could feel something still blocking in the subconscious level, and Source answered, immediately! The small self part of my Now self connected to unresolved Atlantean energies, said: ‘You couldn’t hold the high vibration then. What makes you think you can do it now?’ From within that viewpoint, dying out of physical seems ‘better’ than risking the pain of falling out of a higher vibrational state (again).

Through the healing and unblocking now taking place with these wounded soul aspects, immersed now in Love, the deeper openings are truly wondrous, taking me into a far more free, whole intimacy with my Higher Self, back into Source itself through the trail of incarnations through Universes, feeling the sweetness of the merging of all, reflected in, and twined with, the beautiful energies of reunion with my Twin Flame, and bringing that into the heart grid of Gaia as an uplifting, imprinting stream of light, memory and unity.

The contrast of small self’s resistance has been there, reflected perfectly in physical, where new fractures have appeared in the lower ribs these last few days, from the muscle spasms. So this morning I asked my Higher Self, what is this last denying part, that is still ‘breaking away’? Higher Self and Twin Flame showed me the form of a great spiral funnelling INward, where the outer rings of the spiral represent 3D, and the rings going INward represent higher and higher frequencies. In my subconscious, a part of the 3D small self clings to the outer rings for dear life (but it’s perception is inside-out), in fear that it will be destroyed if it lets go and allows itself to be drawn into the centre. In the body, the spiral is symbolized by the outer rings as the ribs, outer protecting layer around the lungs, wherein the breath of life flows through to heart centre.

As the small self clings, not trusting the inward path, it has broken the outer spiral (ribcage), because it sees destruction instead of transformation…in its distorted viewing, it fears it will be lost, when in truth it will be integrated as a precious part of the Whole I AM, in a higher state of being. I see this small part of ego self now cradled in the arms of my Higher Self, held in a sphere of pink and gold light, relaxing….relaxing and trusting deeply, as it has not for eons. In witnessing this, I Know all healing is possible, and is happening right Now, flowing with our/my goal of integrating and merging all aspects together again as One Light of Love. 🙂

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The key in all healing journeys is to be at peace, unconditionally, with what is, so that the space is created for what can be, to take hold and bloom. That space is the restoration of love, all the way IN to Source, and it is golden. As Sananda says: ‘Make your body (and being) a reservoir of the golden flame’.

One word: Yayyyy!!!!

Finally, I’d like to share with you some exquisite symbolism that appeared in the sky in the middle of this process. In it is a cradling hand, or ‘stairway to heaven’: the beautiful steps the small self builds to Ascend, and the sublime movement of Higher Self/Sun as it descends, to meet and merge ‘in the middle’….


Photo taken on April 16th, 2014, Darlington, Western Australia, cradling hand and profile face, energies of Sesherat and Isis.


Much love to all, and to all who have sent love, light and healing, thank you thank you thank you, from my heart to yours!  ❤


PS: One addition to the photo above: what appear as steps are also the fingers of a hand, and if you look closely, you can see the whole hand delicately outlined, and a face in profile above, to the left of the Sun. One friend saw this as a being cradling me close, with their hand tenderly around, and I see a child’s face above the hand and close to the chin of the being’s face. This represents both the Higher Self cradling the soul aspect I spoke of above, and also beautiful Great Mother energies from Sirius. There is a composite of energies in this form, but I feel both Sesherat/Seshat and Isis strongly….who knew Egypt and Atlantis well…..and my Twin Flame….thank you blessed ones.