Spiralling In: Healing the Small Self’s Resistance

Posted on May 2, 2014 by Joanna

Dear friends, a number of you have asked what’s been happening for me the last five weeks. Some of you will know I’ve had pneumonia along with fractured ribs during this period, and I feel to share the inner journey of this dis-ease, as it may resonate for the healing paths some of you are also taking.

Five weeks ago, an ‘atypical pneumonia’ had spread through members of my family, including my son. I hadn’t had a virus for years, but actually felt the moment it ‘jumped into my system’; I became worried about my son, who went to hospital with severe breathing difficulties, and my vibration dropped, opening a doorway to negative energies. Three days later, with my inner balance – and therefore outer balance – shaky, I slipped and fractured several ribs. The combination of heavy coughing and cracked ribs during the next few weeks was complicated by a larynx spasm that shut the windpipe, making my body go into stressful methods to get breathing again. The muscles around the damaged ribs would spasm, and go into cramps for hours, trying to compress and protect the ribs. This combination made it impossible to breathe, until I started to black out, until an adrenalin surge would kickstart the breathing reflex.

While this was happening on the physical level, I knew it was imperative to hold a high frequency focus, stay in love and peace, very deeply, and acknowledge, clear and heal the part of my small self caught in imbalance. I’ve been blessed with an enormous amount of help and support through this process, and here especially want to thank my Higher Self and higher soul aspects, my beloved Twin Flame, star family and guides, friends and family who have given guidance, comfort, support and healing both energetically and ‘on the ground’ (thanks to my beautiful Mum, I’ve been able to stay at home through most of this time).

I knew the combination of a soul aspect of late Atlantis with some stored grief of this lifetime whose energies were vibrating in this Now, not in alignment with the inward spiralling Whole self, within the love-embrace of Higher Self and Source. I had done much healing and releasing with these aspects before, yet at a deeper core level they were still there and resisting the overall ‘keying up’ of frequencies (ascension). Just before this dis-ease state came in, I asked Source to bring to light and clear any last parts of myself that were resisting full ascension; in other words, I could feel something still blocking in the subconscious level, and Source answered, immediately! The small self part of my Now self connected to unresolved Atlantean energies, said: ‘You couldn’t hold the high vibration then. What makes you think you can do it now?’ From within that viewpoint, dying out of physical seems ‘better’ than risking the pain of falling out of a higher vibrational state (again).

Through the healing and unblocking now taking place with these wounded soul aspects, immersed now in Love, the deeper openings are truly wondrous, taking me into a far more free, whole intimacy with my Higher Self, back into Source itself through the trail of incarnations through Universes, feeling the sweetness of the merging of all, reflected in, and twined with, the beautiful energies of reunion with my Twin Flame, and bringing that into the heart grid of Gaia as an uplifting, imprinting stream of light, memory and unity.

The contrast of small self’s resistance has been there, reflected perfectly in physical, where new fractures have appeared in the lower ribs these last few days, from the muscle spasms. So this morning I asked my Higher Self, what is this last denying part, that is still ‘breaking away’? Higher Self and Twin Flame showed me the form of a great spiral funnelling INward, where the outer rings of the spiral represent 3D, and the rings going INward represent higher and higher frequencies. In my subconscious, a part of the 3D small self clings to the outer rings for dear life (but it’s perception is inside-out), in fear that it will be destroyed if it lets go and allows itself to be drawn into the centre. In the body, the spiral is symbolized by the outer rings as the ribs, outer protecting layer around the lungs, wherein the breath of life flows through to heart centre.

As the small self clings, not trusting the inward path, it has broken the outer spiral (ribcage), because it sees destruction instead of transformation…in its distorted viewing, it fears it will be lost, when in truth it will be integrated as a precious part of the Whole, in a higher state of being. I see this small part of ego self now cradled in the arms of my Higher Self, held in a sphere of pink and gold light, relaxing….relaxing and trusting deeply, as it has not for eons. In witnessing this, I Know all healing is possible, and is happening right Now, flowing with our/my goal of integrating and merging all aspects together again as One Light of Love. 🙂

The key in all healing journeys is to be at peace, unconditionally, with what is, so that the space is created for what can be, to take hold and bloom. That space is the restoration of love, all the way IN to Source, and it is golden. As Sananda says: ‘Make your body (and being) a reservoir of the golden flame’.

One word: Yayyyy!!!!

Finally, I’d like to share with you some exquisite symbolism that appeared in the sky in the middle of this process. In it is a cradling hand, or ‘stairway to heaven’: the beautiful steps the small self builds to Ascend, and the sublime movement of Higher Self/Sun as it descends, to meet and merge ‘in the middle’….

Photo taken on April 16th, 2014, Darlington, Western Australia, cradling hand and profile face, energies of Sesherat and Isis.

Much love to all, and to all who have sent love, light and healing, thank you thank you thank you, from my heart to yours! ❤

PS: One addition to the photo above: what appear as steps are also the fingers of a hand, and if you look closely, you can see the whole hand delicately outlined, and a face in profile above, to the left of the Sun. One friend saw this as a being cradling me close, with their hand tenderly around, and I see a child’s face above the hand and close to the chin of the being’s face. This represents both the Higher Self cradling the soul aspect I spoke of above, and also beautiful Great Mother energies from Sirius. There is a composite of energies in this form, but I feel both Sehaya/Seshat and Isis strongly….who knew Egypt and Atlantis well…..and my Twin Flame….thank you blessed ones.

Purple Flame activation: A Message from Ashtar & Sananda

Posted on February 15, 2014 by Joanna

Dear Friends,

During the last week, I observed a different feature in the Orbs here; many of them are constant companions, reflected Essences of star family members and others. But in the last week other Orbs have been arriving, and their energy does not feel ‘well’. Some of them have pieces missing, holes through them, or appear ‘down’ and ‘ill’.

Depleted Orb arrives with piece ‘missing’ from upper right hand side Feb 7, 2014

I am in the process of making a sacred circle in the beech grove at our new home, which has deep heart-centered energy, a nodal point on a ley line, and is connected to Ashtar and Sesherat. A few nights ago, I focussed on activating the healing potential of the node as it reopens fully, and the first Orb to arrive looking for healing was this little ‘sad face’, followed by many more.

Small orb (a representation of a soul’s energies) arrives in the beech grove for healing Feb 8, 2014

It literally ‘brought home’ to me the strain and imbalance so many are feeling at this time of extreme dissonance between the ‘rough edge’ of 3D duality vibration and the ever-more-present higher reality of the New Earth. I asked star family how best to help humanity as a whole to release the 3D ‘suffering’ construct. Ashtar said to visualize holding the Earth in Purple Flame, every day – and that the more who can do this, the better for All.

Ashtar projecting as a blue figure, through a portal held in white Archangelic energies, Feb 9, 2014

Sananda refined the practice. Here it is:

Sit comfortably, breathe deeply and relax. Take your focus into your Heart Centre, and put your hands on your knees or thighs, with palms facing upward. See the Earth resting in your hands, large enough that the Core of the Earth is level with your Heart Centre. Now see an Infinity symbol of golden Light between your Heart and the Core of the Earth, with the ‘tips’ of the Infinity touching your Heart and the Earth’s Core, connecting them. See and feel golden Source Light flowing through the Infinity symbol, between you and Gaia.

Now visualize the Purple Flame of Compassion, Mercy and Freedom enveloping the whole Earth, and see it bathing the hearts of all humanity and all life on the planet, animals, plants, the mineral kingdom, and non-physical beings. If you wish, ask aloud for all beings and all of humanity to embrace the qualities of the Purple Flame – including the Violet of Transformation, Magenta of Emotional Freedom and the deep Purple of Passion, Creating with Love.

Hold this visualization for 3 minutes or 9 minutes, or 33 seconds or 99 seconds, whatever you can do (you do not have to watch a clock; hold your intent for those number vibrations, which are Trinity and Angelic). Please continue this practice as often as possible, and feel in your Heart how you are connected to all other people holding this focus, embraced in the energies of the holders of the Purple Flame, Lao Tzu, Quan Yin and the Archangel Zadkiel.

With love and thanks to Ashtar, Sananda, Mother Gaia and the Keepers of the Purple Flame.

If this call resonates for you, please join me in this daily practice. Holding you All in Love. Namaste.

Projected energy of Archangel Zadkiel Aug 18, 2013

Represented energy of Archangel Zadkiel Aug 18, 2013

INception Part II: Tree of the Twins

Posted on January 11, 2014 by Joanna

We Are the blessed flower, arrayed masculine power, We Are the bright fruit, feminine deep root, We Are the crown, high Kether’s gold, We Are Malkuth, the earth to hold, We Are the sweetness of Love’s sap, Tending the flow from Source’s tap, Dwelling in the invisible sphere, Indivisible, near and dear, Walk with us INside the Garden, Live the Eternal in this year. ~ The Twins

Dear friends, following the previous post about INception/Immaculate Conception, more understanding has come through about the process of ascension (raising of the vibration of our 3D physical/emotional/mental being) and descension (inflow and containing of Higher Self vibration in the 3D-4D vessel), and their fusion to create a 5D crystalline-based light physical expression.

In the following week, Orbs clustered around the same tree (visible in photos of the previous post, with a Dove of white light flying to the tree and an Orb ‘nesting’ in it).

The nesting Orb continued to appear over several nights. Here it is on Jan 2, 2014.

As the Orbs continued drawing my attention to the tree, its significance deepened with the appearance of a white light Eagle (this is one of the forms I see Ashtar’s Essence projecting through) over two nights, along with communications about the Tree of the Sephiroth and a particular ‘realm’ within it, which I’ll speak of below.

Ashtar: Essence projected in Eagle form, Jan 4, 2014

Firstly, this ‘tree’ is really two trees twined together. The taller is a red bottlebrush, native to Western Australia, and the smaller is a pomegranate tree. When I attuned to this pair of trees, the energy of Twins, Twin Souls, pure union of sacred masculine and feminine energies, enveloped me. The bottlebrush has long feathery red flowers, and the pomegranate has red crown-like blooms that form into round red fruit, laden inside with red juice and seeds. You can see their masculine and feminine ‘plant signature’ in these photos, and how they compliment each other.

Bottlebrush flowers

Pomegranate fruit

Red is the colour vibration of the base or root chakra (at the base of spine/perineum), the foundation of physical embodiment. The message of these trees, their celebration, coming into this year, is the importance of anchoring our merged inner feminine/masculine energies very deeply, so they can transform the physical level with the high frequencies of INception. Source Light flows through the crown, fills our forms to the base, and roots deep with the Core of Mother Earth…then the higher frequency ‘realm’, both personal and collective, IS our reality.

As they flower, bottlebrushes often hang down toward the earth – think of the red pillar of light pointing coreward – and pomegranate has a long association with the ‘underworld’ (a metaphor for both the subconscious mind/memory – going through layers of mind to the hidden Core – and the 5D inner world of Agartha) and cycles of consciousness, as seen in its association with stories of Isis and Osiris, Ishtar and Persephone, also with Dionysus, and King Solomon in Judaic lore. (Guided to read of its ancient history, I note with a smile that pomegranate was known to be in ancient Egypt as one was found in the tomb of Djehuti, servant to Queen Hatshepsut. Djehuti/Tehuti were also names of Thoth, one of Ashtar’s incarnations on Earth. A beautiful example of how the ‘inner’ and ‘outer’ converge constantly in higher frequencies, mirroring in the material world.)

Another post could be devoted to the pomegranate and bottlebrush; for the moment, Know bottlebrush as a symbol/energy holder of masculine beauty, strength and resilience, a conduit of life-force from Source to Core, and pomegranate as the waters of life contained within the sacred (crowned) vessel, where the Core of the apple (pome) is seeded (granata) with divine life. Feel these Twinned energies merging within you, and your life force, your substance, vibrate in complete balance with divine female and male energies.

Relax, open and embrace the energies now available from the ‘ship’ (or sphere) that travelled under ISON’s cloaking from Cygnus and is now stationed with Earth, transmitting high Love, seeding IN high magic to the New Earth grid (also known as Source synchronization). 🙂

With thanks to the beloved brother, wise guide, who flies as Dove – Eagle – Ibis – across our skies, and all star family and galactics here as part of a vast cooperative effort to wake the sleeping and raise our hearts to the most joyful of all reunions.

This message from AA Michael through Celia Fenn feels synchronized. The ‘Spirit of the Forest’ lives in the true Tree of Spirit-into-form expressing and through each of us.

Much Love to All. Namaste,

Joanna. ❤

Venus, the Moon and the Three Wise Men

Posted on December 14, 2013 by Joanna

I’ve been (slowly) writing a post on ISON, the energies of the White Phoenix, and the Gift of this Christmas coming. However, there has been an extraordinary and very beautiful sequence of signs, symbols and messages unfolding during the past two weeks in my skies. I’ll return to the daylight skies when the ISON ‘arc’ comes closer to completion.

Today I’d like to share with you some ‘prequel’ – or precessional – energies, we could call them, of the last two evenings here. Last night I glanced through the window to see what I thought was Venus. You may have noticed how much brighter and larger Venus has appeared recently? Last week I was seeing her with red and blue ‘flashes’, and last night she appeared a sparkling amber-gold colour.

There has been much speculation regarding either the Phoenix (Ashtar’s ship) or the New Jerusalem (Sananda’s ship) being stationed close to/concealed by Venus recently, and also many sightings of a large ship to the southwest of Venus in recent weeks.

I feel not to speak further on this now, except to say the bright ‘star’ that could be seen through the window disappeared completely, and on going outside to check Venus’s position, it was slightly to the north of the window, and what I had seen, which was a very large mothership, was no longer visible.

The words ‘Star of Bethlehem’ were in my heart, with a feeling of immense joy, and also of ‘new’ presences around me. Since they are happy to be shared, as we come into this next ‘stage’ of a most sacred journey toward the Solstice, Christ Mass and the New Year, here are the ‘Three Wise Men’ as they have appeared to me the last two nights, 13-12-13 and 14-12-13….

Here is the first photo, with Venus in the lower centre as a point of white light, and three orbs arranged in a shallow ‘arch’ high above:

They ‘directed’ me to turn to the Moon, and then came in much closer:

Tonight, our connection became closer and clearer. Again, the three Wise Ones appeared firstly above Venus. Here is the first ‘arrival’:

Closely followed by the two companions. You can also faintly see a very large Orb above the Three:

Once again, they moved into an arrangement around the Moon (which is currently due north), one above the Moon among the tree’s branches, and two to the right (east):

The Orb to the far right now clearly shifted into the form of a disc-shaped ship, with a ring of lights around the rim:

Another Orb appeared high among the branches of a tree:

As it came closer, its warm golden colour became apparent, which appears when Sananda represents his Essence in Orb form:

In close-up, the subtle Rose colouring of Sananda’s Twin Flame, Lady Nada,can also be seen in this Orb. (I work with both of them in meditation practices, and often feel their energies together around me…the embrace of their Love is beyond words…and the projection of their energies is often entwined in the reflection of their Essences in orb form…truly a mirror of how I feel them in my inner heart). In this Orb there are ‘group energies’, many faces within it:

We are in the midst of a wonderful, accelerating expansion into infinite love and peace, dear friends. As we step deeper into the centre of who and what we truly Are, into the ‘Star’ in each of our hearts, so those who travel with us, guiding, steering and supporting, in unison with our Source selves and higher aspects, are also able to step IN closer. Like calls to like, and the Way is lit brighter….

I hope to see you here again in a week’s time, at the Solstice, as the White Phoenix Light streams through….’I SON IS ON ISON’.

Love and thanks to all star kin of Love, all members of the Intergalactic Confederation on Earth and in the skies, to Jesus Immanuel Sananda, Lady Nada, Lady Venus, the Wise Ones, and the Archangels guiding and guarding the Divine Child’s return, within us all.

Namaste,

Joanna. ❤